Tag : LOVE

Somewhat nearly by accident, somewhat totally by design, somewhat out of utter desperation and totally being absolutely sick and tired of being up and down and often miserable and sick and tired, I came upon a switch. The switch is what I had been seeking, and seeking advice in regards to for quite some time. [...]

nothing to loose everything to gain. but it does not come to be without a little bit of pain. not so much pain as lessons learned. gotta slow down curb the yearn. pressure on me pressure on them seemed like it used to be easier it seemed like it used to be simpler it seemed [...]

I used to dread the coming of my birthday, I dreaded it fore it seemed to me that the obligation to be responsive to the expectations of other people was never more encompassing and freedom reducing than on my birthday. Last year I spent my birthday as I had spent most previous years, waiting. I [...]

look dood. Time to fess up and turn over the years of BS. look dood. time to wake the fuck up and stop lying to yourself. look dood. time to maybe consider getting back on the pharmaceuticals I had no qualms suggesting you should get off of in 2002. look dood. time to stop blaming [...]

So May 2nd the 5th monthiversary comes and goes pretty unnoticed. Sure there was a federal election, sure there was a new iPhone for young Andrew, sure there are other things I am not supposed to mention and won’t till the end of the “Long Stretch” has ended. Yet none the less the long 4 [...]

I used to blog more. I used to be out in life rafts. I used to worry about this or that. I used to. I used to. I used to. Now silence…. Yet why? I’ve said why. and what is my life full of ? success and back stabbing not much else. I have to [...]

This space This place for all the words of life no haste endlessness collecting pieces of reality. Why have I come to be? What has come to be? Now for once I am in charge of me. How could I? How would I? It’s all of me and how I did decide. Weather or not [...]

Big dogs, little dogs, how do you know which dogs will bite? How do you know which dogs will just bark and hurt your ears and not much else? How do you know which dog is which? What are the tell tale signs to distinguish this? Do you avoid the dogs? Is there a way [...]

So I have begun to feel I have a sense of why I am here in #Galt, what the overall lesson is that I am supposed to learn, { if I am permitted to have a case of the supposedas this morning } the real cause or purpose behind my life being caught up in [...]

“be here now you’ll get there faster” Aversion therapy a method of averting thoughts of things you don’t want to think about. You forgive yourself the judgement for doing that which you did to yourself and another. Truth needs no defence. Truth does not need to resist. Truth is the remedy. Do not resist. Create. [...]