and if it feels crazy it is crazy it is crazy. So I dunno. but I don't need to know either. as far as they tell me as far as they say to me as far as I have been told but thing is that is nothing new NO it's pretty damn old. the same old existentialist quandary arises less the angst less the fear. recursively meta. in a post beta hominid state. things happen when you tell the truth often those who don't know or care to know will seek to find a lie control in a glimpse of fakery yet you know who you do and do not want to share or spend your time with. HWY6 what...