i speak to you here often

Somewhat nearly by accident, somewhat totally by design, somewhat out of utter desperation and totally being absolutely sick and tired of being up and down and often miserable and sick and tired, I came upon a switch. The switch is what I had been seeking, and seeking advice in regards to for quite some time. The switch I found resides within my own mind. The switch I found is nothing new nothing bold nothing magical and nothing that each and every single human does not have. Yes we all have a frontal lobe, indeed we all have freewill. I spoke of #FreeWill many times before, I spoke of knowing...

Things like tools get other things done. Other things get things to show. Only tools. Only need. Only want. Commence to seek to allow to desire that which is desirable. Cease to punish to hold back that which is chosen to slow and hold back. Cease to persist the state of paralysis. Commence to commence. Commence to persist a choice of happiness. Regardless. Freedom to pursue. Freedom in the lack of the material. Freedom to do what so many never could consider while their possessions own them. It was said "only when we have lost everything are we able todo anything"...

"Until the control of the issue of currency and credit is restored to government and recognized as its most conspicuous and sacred responsibility, all talk of sovereignty of Parliament and of democracy is idle and futile... Once a nation parts with control of its credit, it matters not who makes the nation’s laws... Usury once in control will wreck any nation." William Lyon Mackenzie King

and if it feels crazy it is crazy it is crazy. So I dunno. but I don't need to know either. as far as they tell me as far as they say to me as far as I have been told but thing is that is nothing new NO it's pretty damn old. the same old existentialist quandary arises less the angst less the fear. recursively meta. in a post beta hominid state. things happen when you tell the truth often those who don't know or care to know will seek to find a lie control in a glimpse of fakery yet you know who you do and do not want to share or spend your time with. HWY6 what...

HOPE: Hope you have very thoughtful and reflective lives I hope you can replace fear with Love and have self confidence and have Vision. I hope you can choose to change the world and not choose to try to create a monolithic myopic organisations that within you are all policy backed personally individually unaccountable ‘cogs of the machine’. I hope you aspire to Betterness and not just Business… My Vision is UNWAVERING I know what I want. I want what I know. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Conformity is THEE recipe for systemic irrelevance and rapid onset of antiquity. In...

nothing to loose everything to gain. but it does not come to be without a little bit of pain. not so much pain as lessons learned. gotta slow down curb the yearn. pressure on me pressure on them seemed like it used to be easier it seemed like it used to be simpler it seemed like it was just the identity to be all angsty now the anger seems nasty i find myself "tsk"in' as opposed to ragin' this village up north past the shield on the 401 seems like home to the locals this village where the air is clean and the river full of human express with a raw or chlorine smell...

I used to dread the coming of my birthday, I dreaded it fore it seemed to me that the obligation to be responsive to the expectations of other people was never more encompassing and freedom reducing than on my birthday. Last year I spent my birthday as I had spent most previous years, waiting. I don't really know what I was waiting for, and well, lets pretend I don't look back which is what birthdays tend to do to us don't they? They tend to cause us to reflect, as well as look ahead. Birthdays like NYE are those times of year where we mentally emotionally flip a switch arbitrarily fore our culture(s)...

I got inc.'d, with some great lads and an awesome gal. It's been since 2005 that I have had any ownership of a company. I'm not going to take my hands off the captains wheel this time around, not until this company reaches maturity and I've moved off onto some other new company that I will start to build with my our company, thinkalee inc. The new company is name thinkalee inc. has plenty of meaning and we spent lots of time thinking about it. We say "Think Forward. thinkalee" alee means toward the wind side in nautical terms, we take it to mean "wind at your back" or "move forward" or "go forward"...

Today is two years I've tweeted. http://bit.ly/iXLI7Q http://bit.ly/iA7pRm

Holy crap I almost missed it, today is marks 4 months that my new business PRüüPH marketing launched it's web site. That is actually pretty amazing that I was too busy to notice. I could not have got here without a few key people let me thank you. Mr. D., without you I would not have been reborn on December 23rd/24th. Love you forever, I'll thank you forever too. Mr. C, good friend and star trek chum of Mr. D, spotting me that money to get domain names was HUUUGE, and I could not have gotten where I am without your generosity and kind heart, I know we've lost touch, but I hope you and your...